Saturday, May 29, 2010

Florence in Italy

These places is Florence in Italy..the places i wanted to go so much..a very romantic place..suddenly have this feeling to go there to meet my Mr.Right but of coz must be asian people..haha..how beautiful if love sparks start at there *dreaming* aiming to go there~~ owh~ really a nice place..can't wait..

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Baby

Haha..baby n Iris so cute..
Chelz,Iris & Baby

Time pass fast

Well~ this few days free to bloggie because mostly other assignment is group..abit relax than individual..kekeke..
Sigh~~~~ finally SETTLE it edi..fan sei..shit! now just have to focus on study and assignment..hmm..feeling abit awkward ler..same class with other junior that i don't even know by now la cause i haven go to that class yet :P and same goes to lecturer,his face seems like.................  >.< nothing can beats me up..rights?hahax..i sure can handle this sub,just have to hardworking lo..*sobs* nothing much to worries,all will over soon ^^ (Reminding myself).3 more months to go only~ the last sem in INTI SUBANG.Many memories have left at this place..the place i get to know more friends and learn something.The place i get to know u as well.........think back old days..all the things is funny,weird,cute and sweets.Owh~ i start to think properly about my dreams now and going to achieve it after graduate.
 
Millions of reminding myself that Time i spend in Inti is getting lesser so i can tell myself hard time pass fast(Stress with all da sub) haha..enjoy,appreciate and have confidence in myself ^_^

Sunday, May 23, 2010

That is the first step u have do....
There will be more steps but can't do anything..
I just walk and stop the pace..turn the head back at the place,out of sudden tears down...
The miss won't lost.......
A gasp of Sigh is blurred out..............

Chocolate and sweets...........which to choose to makes heart feels better?
i Love both..........
anyway,sweets is the best......always feel sweet and is colorful........

Remember~ At some point you've got to get back out there, face up to things and confront your demons.

我爱问你我爱念你,只因为我 在乎你,我会在乎我会担心,只因为 我爱你...


没有答案的回答,
是我们唯一的沟通方式吗?
为什么无论我问你什么事情时,
你都不能给我一个满意的答案呢?
除了安静地看着我,
不然就是我不知道,我不懂,
难道你就不能给我一个肯定的答案吗?
是我太认真了还是你太不认真了呢?
有人说爱一个人八分就好了,
两分要留着爱自己,
但我知道我爱你的程度一定不止八分,
不然我也不会为了你而那么难过了,
但真的爱一个人又怎么可能由我控制呢?
我真的已经找不到一个方式来和你沟通了,
或许沉默才是我们的沟通方式吧?
但这样的方式我真的接受不了,
我不是没想过好好和你谈谈,
只是你心中的秘密似乎有很多很多,
而且都不愿意让我知道,
只要一谈起我们的事情,
你总是很不耐烦想要逃避,
如果你真的不爱我了,
可以直接和我说,
至少我会死了这一条心,
也不用每天卸下自己的骄傲,
只为了博取你那不自然的笑容,
我要的只是你好好的和我说说,
你心中真正的想法...
至少让我觉得我还是和你在一起,
我还是你的爱人,
我还有能力和你一起承担一切....

宝贝,其实我知道,
你把话留在你心中,
是因为你不想让我受伤害,
但你不知道这样,
才是对我最大的伤害...
我不怕伤也不怕疼,
只怕你不愿与我分享...
我爱问你我爱念你,
只因为我在乎你,
我会在乎我会担心,
只因为我爱你...

Saturday, May 22, 2010

在一起久了,我们称之为 习惯


 两个人一起久了,
渐渐地形成了一种习惯,
习惯晚上有个人聊天,
习惯有个人关心自己,
习惯吃饭有个人陪伴,
或许说我们爱上一个人,
就是爱上这样一个习惯吧?
不再习惯一个人的生活,
不再习惯无人陪伴的孤独,
最初想要有个人好好爱护自己,
最终却是自己义无反顾深爱一个人,
最初希望有个人能天天陪伴,
最终却是自己赖在他的身边不走,
最初想要有个人好好关心自己,
最终却是自己太过在乎一个人,
不知不觉中,
一个人的生活不再属于你了,
不敢想像少了他以后的日子该怎么过,
所以不断找寻一个方式与他好好相处,
也许会有摩擦,会有争吵,
但这却是每一段爱的必经之路...
两个人在一起久了以后,
或许从前的甜蜜与激情不在,
只是多了一份暖洋洋的感觉...
这样的爱情已经得到了一定的升华,
不再需要大风大浪的证明了,
因为已经经得起平平淡淡的消磨了,

在一起久了,我们称之为习惯,
或许说不出一起走下去的原因,
但却也找不到一个分手的理由,
但这样的习惯也是一种爱,
爱得含蓄,爱得平稳...

Friday, May 21, 2010

Relax for a moment

Owh~ sleep at 4am+ then wake up at 6am+ is very tiring and make my body not healthy at all but no choice..I suppose to have a sleep right now..too sleepy jor but back home still awake and blogging here..hmm..seems like i want to do something..hehehe..well~ finish up 3 individual assignment in 2 months time..out of sudden i feel i'm so hardworking edi..haha..believe me ^^ have to rest for awhile and do group assignment..i wanna go gai gai lo but............. sigh~ >.<

Haha..wanna post out my storyboard picture that i have taken however it seems very ugly coz i got no mood to do yesterday night and there is a lot of mistakes and incomplete..kakaka..better don't buat malu at here..1st time get to do storyboard as i wish to do from secondary school time..is REALLY fun..i likey~ even though is quite ugly and simply do..but i really gt no time to make it nicer and professionally.Why i study business?i also don't get it coz i interested in design and from small i like to draw and design..maybe lack of creativity and i don't want to think bulk of creative ideas then my white hair all come out..hohoho..

The last thing is i need to get rid of the things i don't suppose to know..finding way how not to care about it..hmm..should i hope time pass faster or slower?i wanna faster graduate then leave this place yet slower is i will miss everyone here..sob..sob..sigh~

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Earring and necklace lost T.T

Wa..long time didn't get to bloggie..i just have few minutes to make a post now..hahax..busy with assignment ler..stress like hell T.T urgh~  that matters haven't solve also..fan er..hmm..busy busy for few months..feel life now is very challenging and colorful although is difficult to go through but it makes me more thougher and growing..hahaha..grow become fatter?taller?i wish too XD is grow become more mature ^_^ never waste a minutes to do my thing now..appreciate everything especially TIME.. i don't why i'm asking so much things recently..owh~ really bad..can't control..i hate this feeling..hahaha..

Hmm..today i saw a guy..wow..why so look alike with him? make me shock abit tim >_<" but this guy is more handsome..hahaha :P haha..if i saw him..i sure go kacau him..too bad..not him :(  sigh~ recently kept see-ing people also quite look like him..is it my illusion getting worst?haha XD aiks..maybe too long didn see him so hope to see him..

Argh~ 1 more thing..my earring and necklace sudah hilang =.= swt lo..earring is loosen then dropped at somewhere but necklace..i think i unwear it then don't know put where jor..wuwuwu~ both also important..haiz...tomorrow only find it la..huh..

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Eizaaz b'day

Happy Birthday Fren~
 Discussion to do bad things..ngek ngek..
Ah Zou so funny de lor..hahaha XD
 Successfully throw u~~ XD
Paparazzi stand by edi..lolx
Got announcement oh?
 Another victim..hahaha
Wah..this both fella so kuat lo..
 Weird =.=

The Twilight Saga Eclipse

Above picture is awesome huh?hahax..i was waiting The Twilight Saga Eclipse. Omg~ can't wait to watch it ^_^