What am i suppose to do right now?

Hmmm..feeling very sad,stress,moody,tired and no motivation at all this few weeks :( what happen to me?? actually i feel i want to quit but need some time to think properly,scare i make the wrong decision..the more longer i stay in,the more i feel hateful towards it...not the more i like it? No! i'm just telling i'm not multi tasker and robot...i can't do everything perfectly well as you want because i'm alone doing it!! sigh...really clueless..which road should i choose and what am i suppose to do?i'm hiding my feelings now..just hoping to find a right person at the right time to talk with...... >.<

Besides that, life now....really feeling bored!! what am i having now is a boring life!! i need some fun....... but who can give me or accompany me to get it?? T.T everytime think about it..really feeling sad.....i'm just an ordinary girl but as well need something special happens in my life. Yet is really hard to find it...............

Sometimes i just think that,how come some girls is so lucky?they got boyfriend to fetch her go for work and back too..looking at them is so sweet and happy...i'm just waiting for someone special to come in my life...i believe it will come soon...

MiSsssssss.............

I really miss my long hair..wish that handsome stylist didn't cut my hair before..LOL..handsome also no use,cut my hair until so ugly..eew~~ thought CNY can become more pretty..hahaha XD anyway, i always said that time past so fast..it's really fast =.= Next week is CNY 2011 already!!! urgh...at this moment suddenly feel something and think of something >.< i really wish i don't have that feeling anymore but once a time sure come back....

Nervous and worry

Yeah~ finally finish up a romantic,nice and touching korean drama ^.^ such a nice drama..i'm a addicter of korean drama since high schools time..haha..that time always stand by to watch it and ignore studies..wakaka XD just kidding..anyway,hmm..should say today already?well~ today is my last day for post my blogging at late night already because i'm gonna start have myself use to it,that is sleep early and start wake up early..haiz..a new journey is started..really feel nervous and worry..it is a very different life,hope i'm going well with it. All The Best!!! ^^

Forget about the memories

Its been a year and I dont know how many months now

Sitting here looking at the photos of what used to be

Our memories, you used to be

The motivation of my life
I dont know how, it just doesnt make any sense to me
Bcause lately baby I have you appearing in my dreams
I thought I was over it
But I guess its still deep inside of me
They say Im a heartbreaker
But the fact is Im actually heartbroken
I tell myself every day every night, one day I'll find the pieces to my broken heart
Forget about the memories
Forget about the times you said you love me
Maybe in time youll disappear from my mind
I'm sick of tossing and turning at night
Forget about the times we shared
How much I cared
*Nothing to make that kind of heart beats as i used to it for a long time..it has stop*

Relax for a moment

Owh~ sleep at 4am+ then wake up at 6am+ is very tiring and make my body not healthy at all but no choice..I suppose to have a sleep right now..too sleepy jor but back home still awake and blogging here..hmm..seems like i want to do something..hehehe..well~ finish up 3 individual assignment in 2 months time..out of sudden i feel i'm so hardworking edi..haha..believe me ^^ have to rest for awhile and do group assignment..i wanna go gai gai lo but............. sigh~ >.<

Haha..wanna post out my storyboard picture that i have taken however it seems very ugly coz i got no mood to do yesterday night and there is a lot of mistakes and incomplete..kakaka..better don't buat malu at here..1st time get to do storyboard as i wish to do from secondary school time..is REALLY fun..i likey~ even though is quite ugly and simply do..but i really gt no time to make it nicer and professionally.Why i study business?i also don't get it coz i interested in design and from small i like to draw and design..maybe lack of creativity and i don't want to think bulk of creative ideas then my white hair all come out..hohoho..

The last thing is i need to get rid of the things i don't suppose to know..finding way how not to care about it..hmm..should i hope time pass faster or slower?i wanna faster graduate then leave this place yet slower is i will miss everyone here..sob..sob..sigh~