Paving for another one?

My brain now keep thinking something as the picture above. Should i turn and start paving for another way? huh..i also blurring and headache about it :( just feeling stress. This week not a very good week for me as i keep let people scold me =.= damn no confidence with myself alredy. Hard to breathe and hard to hang on. what to do?hmmmm.....

Today want find people go out with me to release my stress also hard. Everyone also not free,got their own activities. Left me alone staying at home doing nothing, luckily raining day make my mood feels nothing. If it is a hot day, i sure piss off already! =P

i should start clean my room as the bed is full of my clothes and bag on it =P last few dayz keep practice dance for performance until i damn tired to lean it up..LOL

Sole into shoes

 What a big and nice shoes..hahaha..nothing to much to say in this blog..just feel tired and lazy..tataz..

What am i suppose to do right now?

Hmmm..feeling very sad,stress,moody,tired and no motivation at all this few weeks :( what happen to me?? actually i feel i want to quit but need some time to think properly,scare i make the wrong decision..the more longer i stay in,the more i feel hateful towards it...not the more i like it? No! i'm just telling i'm not multi tasker and robot...i can't do everything perfectly well as you want because i'm alone doing it!! sigh...really clueless..which road should i choose and what am i suppose to do?i'm hiding my feelings now..just hoping to find a right person at the right time to talk with...... >.<

Besides that, life now....really feeling bored!! what am i having now is a boring life!! i need some fun....... but who can give me or accompany me to get it?? T.T everytime think about it..really feeling sad.....i'm just an ordinary girl but as well need something special happens in my life. Yet is really hard to find it...............

Sometimes i just think that,how come some girls is so lucky?they got boyfriend to fetch her go for work and back too..looking at them is so sweet and happy...i'm just waiting for someone special to come in my life...i believe it will come soon...

Nando's

Well..finally i get to eat Nando's as i been craving nice food for so long..hahax..luckily Miss Ella accompany me go shopping and eat nice nice de food..woo hoo..nice day with her..bought many clothes even spent too much..but i'm feeling happy XD

Fishie day of our lunch

Woo hoo~ soooo long didn't c them edi..so here it is the small gathering at Fish Manhattan as some is busy..actually me too,i'm joining for just awhile then ciaoz..too bad can't join them for movie..argh.....hate!! anyway, the food is not bad..price still acceptable la..can go for next time because got many choices of food..hehe..

Japan earthquake cause Tsunami

I think today afternoon..when i browse Google, i saw it says that Japan has an eathquake then cause Tsunami..haiz..watch the video too..feeling upset why disaster happening and is it really end of the world 2012 coming soon? T.T i got many things havent do..don't wish to die so fast..lol..jsut hope the world peace only..hope the resident in Japan will be fine soon..pray for them..

Mom has come back from trip yesterday night..she bought me a very childish souvenir..haiz...speechless..hahaha..but still ok la..still acceptable. Hmm..Friday night fever again..what to do for tomorrow?hmmm...don't know yet..lazy to type liao..continue on next post then..tataz...

Random random

 Haha..i'm going to buy it! for my trip!!

Random picture while i was shoppin-ing...nothing special for this post..lolx..btw,my mom is going to trip soon..hope she will have fun and bought something back to me!! haiz..envy..i wish i can go..thinking tomorrow back to work..feel sien as usual.....................aiks......

Stress!!!! like Spongebob

Today my expression and feeling is like above Spongebob expression..LOL..kinda stress!! well~ I'm not allowed to express my stress,headache,tired,dissatisfied or whatsoever words regarding ____ at FB or Twitter =.= but i still can post it on my blog or msn what..wahaha ^o^

sigh..barely can tahan already, so tired..you all thought i'm a MRT or speed train meh? alone handle so many things..swt....i hate last minutes and unfinished works but i always have unfinished work because the works push to me at the last minutes and seconds!! grrr...that's why i can't finish my things la..haiz......

1 more thing!! my mom is going to trip soon..left me here working!! i can't get to go cause no holiday yet..aiks..sad la..i want go relax and shopping and visiting..sob sob (T.T) what to do?? haiz..suan la..save money go Bangkok again!! trust me~ I will go there again..LOL (^o^) i really very miss Bangkok la..plus after see-ing others bloggers post about Bangkok Trip too make me more miss and want to go!! aww~ i'm such a annoying people..just like to go the same places without feeling yucky..hahaha..because Bangkok got nice food and good to shop what..so don't blame me la (^.^*) wait me~~ i'm working very hard now to save more money and spent money at your place..hehehe..

Valentine's Day

Hahaha..yesterday when i'm on my way want to go back already. Got this Candy from a Cupid girl, it's Fly Fm event..i think..she said Happy Valentine's to me but in my mind think of 'Errr...doesn't Valentine's Day is over already??' LOL...she's such a cute and nice girl ^o^ thanks ya!! i don't willing to eat it le, it looks so nice and cute~~ awww~

Burlesque

This movie is nice!! named Burlesque...you guys will amazed how Christina Aguilera act in it..haha..my idol.

So long didn't see her acting in any movie..and finally here it is..i just love this movie..hahaha..don't want to describe anyting..so just watch it yea ^.^