1st time called for Interview

New Start New Chapter New Story gonna start soon. Haiz..feeling really nervous. Today early morning I got a call from a company asked for interview. I still piggying at that time, when I saw the unknown number I already know is from a company calling me for interview >.< I heard that girl voice really familiar to me..seems like her~! ^.^ sounds very sweet..haha..just now went to shopping again bought a new formal shirt but quite loose not as like as I last time tried de..sad..that clothes sudah habis jual..now got many things to worry about..sigh~ stress-nya..think about working life..many things still don't know..anyway, hope is successful..all the best to me..hahaha..if really successful, I would be glad because the working place is near with chicky de working place! haha..lunch together next time ya ^.^

A day before 101010

Don't know what feeling....

Happy days past fast. Sad days and boring days come fast too. This is what I think nowadays. Tomorrow is 101010 already~ a nice date a nice number right?hahaha. wondering last time why he pick this date geh or is it a coincidence?hmm..anyway, this day is very meaningful to me for the past but now what should I felt?I also don't know cause I can't pretend to act like nothing. But I would keep it as my memories ba ^.^ everytime 10 arrives also got nothing special for the past but in my heart you must think it is a very special day for you coz that is the day your loves one make it special for you. However, now I can't even dare to think is special for me because of that reason. Don't think much is good for me for it really doesn't meant for me already ^^

Many couples will get married on that day. Is a good and nice date right?haha..wish them happily ever after. I wish myself happy always too~ I'm glad what I have now..mwahss~ today countdown for 101010 oh~ wish everyone happy always ^.^

Bangkok trip 25 September 2010

                                            Cab over there is so cute! various of colours

                                     Hmm..this room make me n mum insomnia whole night..lol

                                                             Leng zai betul lo..hahaha

                                                            With my new friends ^^

Hahaha..don't blame me for post so little..damn lazy to upload so many pictures at here..just post some to show how happy I'am being there ^.^ the really 1st time i have this deep feeling of missing that place and my friends..maybe really enjoying without worries and stress..too long didn't have a very nice holiday to relax..and too long didn't feel the happiness time with the right friends at the right time and also the right place ^.^ hope really have the next chances we can go together again ya! damn miss u guys and Bangkok..lol..

I Miss I miss I miss miss miss

Finally back to my bloggie..sick liao few days..today feels better just cough so blog awhile..back to M'sia from Bangkok trip on 29th..at airport bid goodbye to everyone and my new friends..feeling so upset and unwilling to separate with them..eat, walk and play with them for few days has make us become friends..hmm..I miss Thailand and I miss them too..haha..this is me..always miss everything..sigh~ bangkok is a very nice place to go..I hope can go there again next time..hehe..why happy days past so fast?boring days come so fast too..argh..what i hate now is I have to find work already cause I had know my result..unexpected..I really enjoy my trip and now I miss my trip and friends..I thought I will worrying my result and can't enjoy much..lol..don't feel wanna end my holiday now..damn sien with it..and have to face challenging job searching..sob..sob..working life isn't easy..I know..that's why feeling scare..lol..but no choice..is life..have to go through it..

Bangkok trip pictures will post at here sooner or later..I have post on my fb already but cut down a lotssss..too many pictures..lazy upload all..lol

24 September 2010

Hmm..tonight is my last night posting here, gonna wait few more days for me to come back blogging ^^ abit lazy and don't want to go..don't know why..many thing to worry >.< after this trip, I will be more busy than usual..feel my holiday is ended already..hahaha..just wish me good luck and all the best..very worry~~ sigh~ that's all for tonight ^^ wait me back!! and miss me ya~ muacks..

放下你 ，我还记得你

当我不再轻易想起你的时候，

我已经渐渐地将你放下了，
原以为不听，不闻，不说也不问，
就可以这样无声无息地将你放下，
后来才知道我错了，错的很彻底，
那并不叫做放下，而是一种逃避，
以为自己装作什么都不知道，
就能轻易地把你给放下了….


后来才知道，原来曾经深爱过的人，
并不可能从自己的记忆里消失不见，
越是告诉着自己不能那么没用，
不能一直这样不停地思念着你，
心中对你的思念却是越来越浓，
才知道，原来自己努力地告诉自己不去想你，
原来是一种提醒，
提醒着自己要去想你…


算了吧，不能忘记便不能忘记吧，
反正我的心中其实也并不舍得把你忘了，
只是思念着一个不爱自己的人有些痛苦，
既然要痛苦，那就痛得干脆与彻底些吧，
让自己不再压抑着那股不去想你的心情，
找个没人看得见的角落，好好思念着你，
思念着你对我的好，也思念着你对我的坏，
然后把心中的那些悲伤统统给哭出来…


哭过了，梦醒了，生活还是要继续，
不必为自己找一个让你忘了他的理由，
而是需要找一个能让自己开心的理由，
让自己过得开心，让自己过得潇洒，
然后等待一个可以给得起自己幸福的人…


当自己不再轻易想起他的时候，
才发现自己并不是把他给放下了，
而是把他抱得更紧，
因为他的残影总是提醒着你，
一定要过得比他好，一定要比他幸福，
一定不能让他太得意，
一定要让全世界人知道，不要你是他的损失…


有时候，忘记并不是把他放下，只是把他埋在心底，
那不如好好记得他吧，记得他对你的好与坏，
记得他对你说着我们不适合，
先是伤痛，然后明白，最后才领悟，
相通了，他不过是一个不爱你的人…
他值得你的眼泪，值得你为他的付出，
因为你曾经深深地爱过他，
但他不值得你为他付出下半辈子的幸福，
因为他选择了放弃…

My 1st present ^o^

Today after I woke up, we went to malls and check out for the camera and my mum bags. Hahaha..I never thought my dad really bought the camera for me..if really buy I think he will buy the cheaper for me..lolz but ends up he ask me is it I want that?? and of cause I say Yes la but just depends on him want to buy or not only..kekeke :P then he say OK la..I was so happy lo..hahaha..he said that camera is my birthday present so I got my first birthday present liao..hehehe..but too bad no Silver colours so pick baby blue oo..my baby boy born out this morning!! XD must name it!! let me think first..hohoho..then my mum get to buy her bag after she so yim cim choose this and that @.@ me and my mum get our things already ^.^ prepare to go~~~ woo hoo~ but in my heart still worrying somethings..sigh...

21 September 2010-> Pre-Mooncake festival

 My Love ♥ ~ haha..actually doesn't look like a love =.=

Our tang lung a.k.a Lantern~ hohoho..

 See this dude..so guai lighting up the tang lung..haha..

 Wow~ sooo dark oo..cause she stand the darkest place while I candid =.=

Hmm..this year play Lantern twice time..soooo happy ^.^ even though i quite miss the old times but I'm glad i still have my family and cousins..they are the best..hehe..my bro outstation yesterday so we do pre-mooncake festival lo..haha..after dinner, is playing time!! Lantern~~ hehe..

Today is Mooncake Festival..so wish everyone have their happy time and enjoy it~

Aunty open house->Play Sky Lantern

 Here it is Kong Ming Lantern (Sky Lantern)!! haha..various of colours ^.^

 Let it become fatty..haha

 Let it blew up..yah..haha

 Nottie cousin helps too..lol

  Woot~ Uncle & Aunty enjoying their beer while watching us play..my beer finish liao lu~ :P

 Yeah~ success~ awww~ so cute

Sky Lantern lantern~ my dreams come true ya..

Yesterday night was my Auntie new house open house..after ate dinner..we all went to playground and play Lantern and Sky Lantern too ^o^ so happy..haha..we were so excited to play it..this is my first time play sky lantern oo..the first one not successful but the second is successful!! gosh~ so happy~ nice to play but it's prohibited to play in Malaysia already..zzzz...that's my day..full stomach back home..hohoho..happy weekend with my relatives and cousins..muacks..

I don't want October arrives

I fear..I really really fear..fear of October..no jokes..why?why?why?because once October arrives..I gotta find work..gotta face stress again..and worst is the actually date suppose to be a happy day but now it's a memorable day for me..quite sad to see that day arrive T_T

Btw, result is release already but just can know whether pass or fail..scare again..next week gonna check it out..aww~ =(

I hate my Dad so much! break promise again..wth~ he always like that..no change huh?stingy..arghhh...hate u hate u....blerk...