Paving for another one?

My brain now keep thinking something as the picture above. Should i turn and start paving for another way? huh..i also blurring and headache about it :( just feeling stress. This week not a very good week for me as i keep let people scold me =.= damn no confidence with myself alredy. Hard to breathe and hard to hang on. what to do?hmmmm.....

Today want find people go out with me to release my stress also hard. Everyone also not free,got their own activities. Left me alone staying at home doing nothing, luckily raining day make my mood feels nothing. If it is a hot day, i sure piss off already! =P

i should start clean my room as the bed is full of my clothes and bag on it =P last few dayz keep practice dance for performance until i damn tired to lean it up..LOL

Camwhore outside fitting room

Hahaha..i'm really free to camwhore :P taken during my mom inside the fitting room..LOL..family outing is nice..hohoho..i become my mom fashion advisor..kakaka..

Hmm..since i start working, really feel myself old liao..feel tired only..don't know what happen to me..lol..no time surf net..no time blogging..i keep separate posting..until i notice my clothes is the same geh!! =.= eew~~

try my best to confess my feelings here..haha..'sou fu' here....blerk..now i'm still feeling sleepy and tired even is Friday already..haiz............sleep soon..

24 September 2010

Hmm..tonight is my last night posting here, gonna wait few more days for me to come back blogging ^^ abit lazy and don't want to go..don't know why..many thing to worry >.< after this trip, I will be more busy than usual..feel my holiday is ended already..hahaha..just wish me good luck and all the best..very worry~~ sigh~ that's all for tonight ^^ wait me back!! and miss me ya~ muacks..

I don't want October arrives

I fear..I really really fear..fear of October..no jokes..why?why?why?because once October arrives..I gotta find work..gotta face stress again..and worst is the actually date suppose to be a happy day but now it's a memorable day for me..quite sad to see that day arrive T_T

Btw, result is release already but just can know whether pass or fail..scare again..next week gonna check it out..aww~ =(

I hate my Dad so much! break promise again..wth~ he always like that..no change huh?stingy..arghhh...hate u hate u....blerk...

The September

Hmm..quite emo nowadays..feeling so moody..don't know why..hahaha.. yesterday saw something unexpected..I mad about actually you really did that..I really care it....你不知道的事 I don't know I can get myself so upset and angry *stupid stupid* >.< I'm just angry for nothing..it's non of my business..does I get myself in trouble again?? argh..hope you get out off my sight..what a boring week but next week could be busy..haha..time pass so fast until i can't imagine is going to be Mid-September already. Mooncake festival is on next week Wednesday..bro is going to outstation..less 1 family member..hmm..this year September is so different..shoud i be more happy?=.= I just can feel everything is changed..changed changed changed...always feel it..cause the surrounding of us would always keep changing..it should but some things I really don't wish to change..

Stressing

Yummy~ this jelly beans so nice to eat..is Japanese sweets ^^ my accompanies while i doing assignments..kakaka

Wooh~ today i have dress up myself very smart looking..kakaka..few friends said i look so smart today..hohoho..of coz lo,normally lazy to dress up nicer but today have to well dress up because need to achieve my leader mission..lolx >.< but YES!!! we really achieve it..i never gain so high marks before in any group..so happy ^.^ stress~ tomorrow still have another presentation..aiks..today leader will become tomorrow audience..fainted..next week presentation is WORST than this all presentation..ahhhh..i hate..i don't want Padini to be my interviewer although i like their brand..sob..sob..
Wa..wa..wa..1 more weeks left only..what am i suppose to feel le?ng seh dak leave college life also got..nervous because of final also got..worry about working life also got..haiz..

I just need...

Aw~ see how cute is she~  from Despicable Me movie ^.^

Like me ma?kakaka..

My public presentation is coming soon..haiz..faint faint..assignment also haven finish T.T hate er..final only got 1 more month left..suffer :( next week onwards presentation banyak~ swt swt >.<  haiz..this time presentation no good luck from him..mentally handle by my own only..so stress and pity..

want relax er..who can accompany me and comfort me and give me more confidence..

Ugly faces

 At Library 38-ing..no one there except a handsome guy opposite me XD

Midnight faces..cold cold too..tired face ever~ sob T.T

  Messy hair~ stress dao..sigh~

College Life very tired and stress but i'm sure working life worst than that >.< wish time pass slower or faster?sigh~ 1 more month to go only..oh ya..not to mention my tummy is getting bigger XD becoz always sit infront of PC after ate..omg..kakaka..aiks..this week got 3 assignment to submit..wa..1st time feel so depressed,stress and crazy in my 4 years of study life..

Unknown..lol

Smilezz~ ^_^

Blerk :P

Buub (^o^)

Happy Happy Chelz Chelz!! here I am..lolx..gambateh gambateh!! coming to stressing months already..cannot distract the attention to others things..focus only studies~ wee~ ^^

Though!

Isn't this picture of me cute huh?haha..ahem~ self praising :P actually it looks funny lo..just want to show my Panda face..hohoho..

Well~ what i feel now is very bored, sad and lonely too..don't know why every time raining i will felt the same way..is not good..now feeling want to cry tim..sob..sob..am i that weak?I need a soft yet feel secure shoulder to let me lean on or a warm hug..feel very tired and fatigue..

Studies~ i got 2 interview for d assignment, 1 is indv and 1 more is group..group assignment is about a Gucci brand..well,that interview can be say stress,nervous and scare but most of all i think is a very good experience actually..that is because my lecturer invite representative from Gucci and media for our interview session >.<" takut-nya~ holy shit~ really no idea..lecturer still say he will grill us and ask many questions..argh~~ i want bang wall..

Even is last sem but how come make it so though for me T.T

Hope there is a person can share all this feelings with me..

Yer yer yer~ so many days didn't bloggie edi..got so many things to share actually..well~ the story is too long,just share some of it then..hehe..first of all, i really can become god edi..sleeping time is getting lesser n lesser..panda eyes is appear~! oh gosh~ >.< not just that, i hope i didn't get old nearly due to some frustration towards MGT stuff..really wanna scold them edi..delay for so long and wasted my time a lotssss..

Still got 2 more month to go however now i'm just so fatigue and 98% dying..lolx. Hmm..i think recently every time my post also about i'm tired XD last week 

Hmm.."Star Struck" is coming soon..should i go?should i bring a person go along with me?sigh~ no idea..it's gonna make decision soon cause scare can't get any nice place and it's early bird price..hahaha

Time pass fast

Well~ this few days free to bloggie because mostly other assignment is group..abit relax than individual..kekeke..

Sigh~~~~ finally SETTLE it edi..fan sei..shit! now just have to focus on study and assignment..hmm..feeling abit awkward ler..same class with other junior that i don't even know by now la cause i haven go to that class yet :P and same goes to lecturer,his face seems like.................  >.< nothing can beats me up..rights?hahax..i sure can handle this sub,just have to hardworking lo..*sobs* nothing much to worries,all will over soon ^^ (Reminding myself).3 more months to go only~ the last sem in INTI SUBANG.Many memories have left at this place..the place i get to know more friends and learn something.The place i get to know u as well.........think back old days..all the things is funny,weird,cute and sweets.Owh~ i start to think properly about my dreams now and going to achieve it after graduate.

 

Millions of reminding myself that Time i spend in Inti is getting lesser so i can tell myself hard time pass fast(Stress with all da sub) haha..enjoy,appreciate and have confidence in myself ^_^

Earring and necklace lost T.T

Wa..long time didn't get to bloggie..i just have few minutes to make a post now..hahax..busy with assignment ler..stress like hell T.T urgh~  that matters haven't solve also..fan er..hmm..busy busy for few months..feel life now is very challenging and colorful although is difficult to go through but it makes me more thougher and growing..hahaha..grow become fatter?taller?i wish too XD is grow become more mature ^_^ never waste a minutes to do my thing now..appreciate everything especially TIME.. i don't why i'm asking so much things recently..owh~ really bad..can't control..i hate this feeling..hahaha..

Hmm..today i saw a guy..wow..why so look alike with him? make me shock abit tim >_<" but this guy is more handsome..hahaha :P haha..if i saw him..i sure go kacau him..too bad..not him :(  sigh~ recently kept see-ing people also quite look like him..is it my illusion getting worst?haha XD aiks..maybe too long didn see him so hope to see him..

Argh~ 1 more thing..my earring and necklace sudah hilang =.= swt lo..earring is loosen then dropped at somewhere but necklace..i think i unwear it then don't know put where jor..wuwuwu~ both also important..haiz...tomorrow only find it la..huh..

Simple wish

My wish is very simple..don't know why is so hard to come true..i hope i can graduate this sem however something somehow can simply block it..i just don't want.........regret for the consequences now?i think no because i know the past for what i'am doing is really what i wan to do..haiz..heart beating so fast now..tmr gonna ask her how to settle it :(

Why lifes got so many obstacles?is non stop..hmm..very tired of it..BUT obstacles can comes IN sure can go OUT..hahaha..yeah~ hmm..today date is 10 May 2010 edi..feels......ugh~ can't describe..just to say this war is too long!!

Crap crap crap

Haha..today get a souvenir from my friend..they go Pulau Redang lo..but i took it from wrong person le..coz i ask another person remember present me souvenir before he go to trip de..haha..but it's ok la..from same group oso..lol..hmm..got 1 more person still owe me souvenir from china de lo..wakaka XD too bad..haven get to see him today..aiks..next day oni took it from him..ngek..ngek..

Well~ tmr go to new class room at new college..wakaka..tmr go to a class room no is Rm3.11..wow~ got value de oh..not bad ya..when i c my timetable..laugh sei me man..hehe..don't know got leng zai at there anot le =P this sem is last lu~ hopefully~ damn scare with final now =.= however, this sem gotta study hard yet smart and also need to play hard yet fun lo..hohoho..that's me when is my final sem..just like diploma time..crazineesss~ yoo hoo~