Don't Dream 5 Aug 2010

Today is 4th August 2010, after todays is the datelines (5 Aug) that i have told myself earlier to forget him. The time has past so fast where is already half year now. This few days i ask myself did i forget him already?clearly forget?answer is No. His birthday arrives soon, well~ this year I'm not by his side and no need to think any surprises for him. I'm sure his friend will and i had seen they are planning to go some places to celebrate. Since I know him, i got give him present or card but this year totally different status. Even he had ask me to pay him RM 100k for his birthday jokingly but he didn't ask me to celebrate with him. So i also don't know whether to buy present for him or not, if bought how to give him?he don't willing to see me too. As i said before "Don't Dream". If i really bought the present for him,how?ask someone to pass to him?if like that i really don't know what meaning is that...yes~ i try put you away from me but my heart didn't..maybe you know my heart still contains you or maybe not but..........

我承认我真的已经爱上你了，

我就是单纯地爱上你了，

看见你开心，我会和你一起笑，

看到你伤心，我会和你一起哭，

你得意的时候，我比你还开心，

你失落的时候，我比你还伤心

或许你最爱的那一个人不是我，

但我肯定最爱你的那个人是我，

你可以不接受我对你的爱，

却不能阻止我继续爱着你，

因为爱你是我的责任，与你无关...

I can't cheat myself..my feelings..but i hope you have a great birthday this year as i'm a bad gal that make your last year birthday unhappy..i did try my best..after what had happned before which cames to half year already, i know i have grown up a lot..