Shopping day

Shopping really can release my stress lo..buy buy buy! haha..buy until bankruptcy XD well~ today at first didn't get to buy anything cause when i visit every clothes store i usually go to,there isn't a single thing attract me..sigh~ so end up forget about clothes then head to skin care product..lolx..recently skin is terribly dry so need to treat my skin better ^^ buy few product..wow..money gone half..sob..but heart still feel not satisfies and hand itchy so then go in one of the clothes store to see if there is any suits me..haha..really got! try few clothes..haha..only one is suit so buy it and went bac home! must buy clothes only satisfies me ^.^

Wow wow wow~ my bro new car finally born out oo..today he very late come back home..along with the salesman..haha..not really like his car type actually..no choice..guys~ like it..haha..he sure very happy lo..

Same shirt...

Cham cham cham~! my eyes bag is so big~ sob..sob..how?aiks..want sleep early also cannot la..so many assignments T.T haiz....really sad la..

Many assignments need to do..i want scream and relax..i want watch movie :( watch with someone i like......but why all seems lost away?huh......

Yor..today i saw my friend wear that couple shirt! >.<" don't like............she wear it but her bf didn wear lo..so coincidence same shirt pulak..is it that shirt too nice?LOL...sigh~~ sad also......

袁詠琳- 你不愛我了

迎風聽著 轉動的紙風車

我輕輕哼著歌 夢想還緊抓著

有些快樂 卻已經遙遠了

幸福什麼顏色 我不記得了

因為你早已經不愛我了 但失去你我捨不得

我連難過都被痛著 一切等你決定了

就到這你不愛我了 你做了不同的選擇

我不忍苛責還心疼著 看你解釋的表情都慌了

生日紙盒 我到底要怎麼折

祝福都寫好了 愛卻不對了

這個時刻 我一個人騎著車

河堤有風吹著 我的心累了

因為你早已經不愛我了 但失去你我捨不得

我連難過都被痛著 一切等你決定了

我要的愛你都沒給 最後連關心也沒回

如果不是我要的是誰 而我的悲傷已無可挽回

轉了一圈 腳步又回到原點

你說給你時間 我決定說再見

因為你 因為你早已經不愛我了

但失去你我捨不得 我連難過都還被痛著

一切等你決定了

我要的愛你都沒給

等到最後連關心也沒回

如果不是我要的是誰

而我的悲傷已無可挽回

Upset lyrics T.T

Really Hate today~ i don't like what i see..i wish someone could give me a Slap..wake me up..no matter how i try,i also failed to get that feeling lost..sigh~ feel pathetic for myself..why couldn't i just forget it?why?????

Die Heart

I DIE HEART already~ I gets into trouble but you have never ask about me,how is me or care about me............maybe is not suitable for you to ask already..you have your own things to care on..I ask too much :( but why you so heartless? T.T why you have to separate like this? why need to draw a line? why can't just be normal? feel very tired with this feeling..

If I let you know about the way I feel

Don't know what you gonna do

So I keep it locked inside

But if I never tell you then you'll never know

And the secret is get-ting heavy to hold

This is how I feel all the times~

What a meaningful video..with some meaningful words and song~ what it's say inside is what i feel and want to say as well~

Secure is what I want~ last time,now maybe future also..

Hate!!

Aiks..feel SIEN liao la~! heart feel so sad..stupid hair style..i want my previous hair style :( i don't want to live already..wuwu~ what to do now?everything i have try..can't solve the problem..arghhhhh..really gek sei..i don't want to look at the mirror too..damn beh song lo...............................

Sea coconut hair style

Today wake up no more feeling dizzy but i think i really got nothing to do cause i went to cut my hair :P even though wanna keep it more longer..not only cut but also rebonding..wakaka XD yet really need to thanks my dad and mum for sponsor me..i not enough cash so really need to become bad girl again =.= my dad ask me do rebonding for what? >.<" sigh~

Finally go there with my friends accompany..really omg~ i have waited for half an hour only my turn comes up =.= not only that cut,wash and rebonding waste my 5 hours time..shit man..the hair stylist say wanna cut a sea coconut bang for me,is suit my face wor..so i just agree coz i wanna try that also :P sigh~ feeling tired and sleepy..my hair was sick too lo..let them wash so many times and 1 of the assistant helps on a side while the other side is the stylist..pull my hair till so pain..sob..really should say if want to become pretty really need to suffer pain first..LOL..but but but result is abit weird! when i see my bang,why look so coconut de?i thought got some scissors biting type but is not..totally straight bang..sob..sob..seems like not suit my face but my friend say is okay.......sigh

Movie + The Library

My dizzy face~ :P

Yesterday night i was planned to watch movie with my friends..many movie want to watch but decided on a ghost movie(The haunting Lover) cause too long didn get the feeling of chi gik (excited) BUT that movie really sien sei lo..after that i ask my friend go The Library drink drank drunk..hehe..nice! but too bad cause me and my friends(gal) wear too simple and childish..at 1st we just thought go watch movie only..sigh~ some more i forgot to bring my camera!! take friends hp to take picture not nice lo =.=

Reached The Library,my friend got a known friend work at there so he ask him to do five cocktails for each of us..haha..two ladies drink is for me and my other friend..not bad..haha..i try some for each of the drinks while i drink my own and others beer..omg~ kena liao! getting dizzy and heartbeat pump faster already..nearly want to go back i drunk..lolx..when sat on the car inside,i feel want to vomit so faster ask my friend prepare plastic bag for me =.= long time didn get drunk already..the feeling of throw up is so horrible..once reached home straight run towards toilet and vomit again then online awhile but is dizzy de lo so after awhile i went to a nice sleep..hahaha..

Unknown..lol

Smilezz~ ^_^

Blerk :P

Buub (^o^)

Happy Happy Chelz Chelz!! here I am..lolx..gambateh gambateh!! coming to stressing months already..cannot distract the attention to others things..focus only studies~ wee~ ^^

Happy Dragon Boat Festival a.k.a Dumpling day

My name Tag!

Today is Happy Dragon Boat Festival a.k.a Dumpling day

Aih yo..my friend remind me the times that i had became publicity for Dragon Boat Festival event in college.Haha.Such a fun times..fun year *2007*

I miss him and my friend..during that time,both of them really is my best accompanies however until now has changed.Loves gone...Friendship gone..still i don't understand why she misunderstanding me and no confrontation while i don't even know what exactly had happen..I thought she understands me..maybe exposure to different environment has make people changed.Everything has past for few months..hope she will take care herself well and happy forever.. 

Blank........

Yesterday i go through the passage..a passage i don't wish to pass by but force to..it's feeling not nice because it's a unhappy passage..today when my friend say fetch me home..i say okay however when i ask him where he park his car,he raftly told me where it is but in my heart already feel is a bad idea to let him fetch..walking the way.....until he say is near already then when i look around for his car, his car eventually park opposite 'his' last time house only..opposite~ i should say Oh gosh~ looking at the house,mind running through many things..

FIFA World Cup

This weekend is quite an enjoyable week..FIFA World Cup has reached..I'm excited for the opening ceremony however is so dull so bored and nothing special..my bro remind us that last time during World Cup,3 musketeers which is my bro,me and grandma sure stay up late at midnight to watch it..especially even i felt sleepy i will watch it too while huging my little pillows..haha..owh~ so miss~ but this year abit different cause my bro have to work and me have to do assignment..sob..

Besides that, feeling i have back to 2 years ago life cause the things i go through this 2 years is like a dreams..a dream that i not expect to happen,mostly the part of the dreams is beautiful and i have learn a lot of things from there..my bro told me that do what i want to do NOW cause it's my last sem already..haha..actually kor,not to worry..i aiming a lot of things NOW..wakaka..my wish list is full but can't realise it yet :P

First of all..keeping my hair long as possible meanwhile save money to change my hairstyle..n n waiting my bro new car born out ler..then i can drive current car..wakaka

Last but not least,twillight eclipse is going to release on 7 July~! lol..

Well~ randomly found this song..lyrics quite meaningful..

Sa sa new song..meaningful and sad sad er..

Ice Cream~ i need....

I need to eat something sweet and cold..today just ate some desserts but still can't heal my stupid heart..i want Ice Cream~! how good if got people treat me eat banana boat ice cream T.T every time i moody i will eat ice cream~ sigh~~

Sometimes really hope i got the cruel heart,wish i can rub off memories and don't care anything..friends is around but heart is alone..that's no use..half healing heart want to stop for a moment cause it is a very long process..

 Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain. Even if these arms should want to embrace you again. And even if I’m all cried out and no longer in pain... is all kept in heart..

Though!

Isn't this picture of me cute huh?haha..ahem~ self praising :P actually it looks funny lo..just want to show my Panda face..hohoho..

Well~ what i feel now is very bored, sad and lonely too..don't know why every time raining i will felt the same way..is not good..now feeling want to cry tim..sob..sob..am i that weak?I need a soft yet feel secure shoulder to let me lean on or a warm hug..feel very tired and fatigue..

Studies~ i got 2 interview for d assignment, 1 is indv and 1 more is group..group assignment is about a Gucci brand..well,that interview can be say stress,nervous and scare but most of all i think is a very good experience actually..that is because my lecturer invite representative from Gucci and media for our interview session >.<" takut-nya~ holy shit~ really no idea..lecturer still say he will grill us and ask many questions..argh~~ i want bang wall..

Even is last sem but how come make it so though for me T.T

Hope there is a person can share all this feelings with me..

Yer yer yer~ so many days didn't bloggie edi..got so many things to share actually..well~ the story is too long,just share some of it then..hehe..first of all, i really can become god edi..sleeping time is getting lesser n lesser..panda eyes is appear~! oh gosh~ >.< not just that, i hope i didn't get old nearly due to some frustration towards MGT stuff..really wanna scold them edi..delay for so long and wasted my time a lotssss..

Still got 2 more month to go however now i'm just so fatigue and 98% dying..lolx. Hmm..i think recently every time my post also about i'm tired XD last week 

Hmm.."Star Struck" is coming soon..should i go?should i bring a person go along with me?sigh~ no idea..it's gonna make decision soon cause scare can't get any nice place and it's early bird price..hahaha